sick of being depressed all the time with no one to talk to that actually listens.. fuck life, I’m over it. I just wanna be with my puppy, he was taken away way too soon. he didn’t deserve to die how he did… rest in puppy paradise, Bear. I love you and miss you so much. I wont forget you.. you were an amazing lil guy <3 I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you. if you were with me & not them rednecks, you’d still be here makin us Smile. I love you, Bear. I know God & my past pets are with you. stay charming baby<3
:( I don’t know what to do anymore..
No holiday will be the same without you, but I always keep my head up & smile shinin for you. I’m gonna come visit soon, Nan. Its been a rough almost 10 years, and I just cant let myself go to your grave to just break down & be heartbroken. I’ve been mustering up the stength to go & be smiling for you, I know you don’t want me to be sad and cry, & I do my best not to, for you. I’m gonna see you soon, Nan. I promise you I’m gonna be there with my head held high, a smile on my face, and no sadness in my heart, just peace. Merry Christmas, Nan. I love you and miss you with everything I am. Rest in Paradise. <3 Love always, your Turkey Bird Buzzard Bait <3